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Living in my own head
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I thought I saw a masterpiece With colors vibrant and bold But then I saw the faded paint Smudged and cracked and old I thought I saw a spider web Where natural beauty lies But then I saw the spider there Catching helpless flies I thought I saw a butterfly With wings of lovely hue But then I saw the warning there Of harmful poison, too I thought I saw a bright blue sky With sunlight shining bright But then I saw the stormy clouds Blocking out the light I thought that I saw me, myself Good and wild and free But then I looked, and saw again And saw the problem was me

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Literature

Window Shopping

I like to walk through empty streets And look into lighted windows To catch a few glimpses Of people whose lives Are different than mine. I like to think about if I had the choice What would I choose? The family laughing around the table With a free-spirited joy, The siblings fighting over the TV remote With good-natured competition, The mother carrying the sleeping child upstairs With love in every motion? There’s a boy at a desk Bent over his schoolwork. A couple argues intently With fingers pointed and accusations. A few windows are dimmed With the gloom of loneliness. I walk past the snapshots And form them into a collage Of a wo

Featured

41 deviations
Literature

K-I-S-S-I-N-G 14: Janto

The week crept by slowly, punctuated by discussions of the fast-approaching party. Jack’s house was ideal for two main reasons: there was plenty of space, and his parents were exceptionally easy-going. One of the first things that had happened was Jack had made sure to expand the scale of the party. It was odd; Ianto would pass groups of people in the hallways and hear Jack’s name as they discussed weekend plans. Jack had so many suggestions of widely varied appropriateness that Ianto wasn’t always entirely sure when to take him seriously anymore. But he was very sure that Jack’s latest suggestion was serious, and Ian

Torchwood

42 deviations
Literature

No Secret CanBe Kept Forever11

"Hurry up, ladies, or we'll be late!" the Doctor shouted down the hallway. "You have a TIME MACHINE," Rebecca called back exasperatedly. "Can't you just make sure we get there on time?" "But being late is so much better for dramatic entrances!" Rebecca stuck her head out of the door to glare at him. "All right, all right, I'll try to get us there on time." "Although with your landings we'll be lucky to get there in a month," Amy teased. She pushed one last bobby pin into her hair and tried to look at it in the mirror, her knee-length red dress swishing around her legs as she did so. "There, I'm ready." Lily came down the hallway still fus

Doctor Who

23 deviations
Literature

Welcome Home - Drarry

I walked down the all too familiar street. I was surprised by how much the same everything looked despite it having been several years since I had been here. But I had my eyes on one house that towered over the others at the end of the street, a huge manor, that I knew from some experience was not nearly as unwelcoming and foreboding on the inside as it looked on the outside. I stopped and sat down on a bench when I was maybe a block away to run over my plan. Wait – plan? What plan? I had no plan! This was completely stupid. Why was I doing this? Would Draco even still love me? I still loved him, but that didn't mean that he hadn't foun

Harry Potter

8 deviations
Literature

Glee: Hoping for a Change

Title: Hoping for a Change Fandom: Glee Pairing: Technically Klaine, I suppose, but this isn't a pairing-centric fic. Characters: Kurt, Karofsky, Blaine Pre-Story A/N: This was inspired by a wonderful drawing by Muchacha10. You can find it in her dA gallery, entitled "Glee: Redemption". "You know, PDA's bad enough with normal couples. I don't think we need it from homos." Kurt tensed up at the sound of the mocking voice, and felt Blaine squeeze his hand gently. They turned around together to face Karofsky. "I hardly think that holding hands with the person you're dating is a crime," Kurt said as calmly as he could. But he could still h

Glee

12 deviations
Happy Valentine's Day

Scraps

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